never lean on what will bend has become my newest life mantra.

I am really kinda digging how my entire front page is nothing but music that likely fits my current mood. This is how I felt once upon a time and reliving it is a cathartic bittersweet revelry. And The Twins. They are rarely as as show-stopping as in this song.


You've drawn heavy handed lines around morality and I don't share your point of view.
It hurts to be the one that you'd regret.
I am proud because I know you.
You may not miss this. But I will.
It hurts to be the one that you'd regret.

Trevor!

I met Trevor.
My tiny hero.
The little man that survived a horrific car crash and and what was likely to be a fatal traumatic brain injury. Somehow Trevor can take everything in my life and show me the other end of it all. Like a telescope turned around Trevor can show me how the microchasms of everyday life mean nothing when compared to the scope of our world.

This Girlychick's favorite song by Girlyman

wilco would appreciate this

Every lesson learned a line upon my face

spring fever?

I don't know why I am here. I don't know what I want to write or who I want to read it.
But some days, some nights, it takes every thing I have to keep breathing. The world can seem like a hostile place and occasionally one needs to retreat into one's shell and... just breathe. Let it all roll in and out without over thinking things.
So I somehow find myself here. Writing meaningless drivel and still unsure where to head from here.

Wilco?! Seriously? I don't even want to know.